To be who ? or not to be who that is question

Been a couple of weeks since i discovered the truth about my conception...been working through it...at the end of the day , im not a fkd up needy person requiring validation from anyone -that ship has long sailed...so all good in the hood..kind of.

Enjoying my intermittent messages to and fro with my new brothers all of whom im happy to report are absolutely lovely. Did visit mum in her care home but alas no questions can be answered or curiosity soothed there as she has vascular dementia. Trying to think not about what's been taken away from me but what has been given ...that of 3 new brothers and a new sister